I feel like an absolute idiot. The highest class of idiot. I've been crying all day and feeling generally miserable, which I honestly deserve. But maybe something can be salvaged from this if I can information share and prevent this from happening to other people.

( Please don't let this happen to your kitties )

Bottom line: get your pets fixed.

Also, please give good thoughts to Pebbles.
( Here she is being a beauty queen three days ago )